Friend and support... she wants that, she really does. Yukina's long since decided that she can't live like the rest of her people - isolated, shutting them out. She wants to trust others. She wants to be trusted by others.
...but that's the problem; whether she did it for a good reason or not, she killed. She perpetuated the ritual they're all trapped by, and she has a hard time forgiving herself for that, or even believing that she deserves to be forgiven by any of them.
But Knoll is asking, so... she tries to smile, even if it comes out looking a little sad.]
...I can't promise that I'll succeed, Knoll-san. ...but I can promise that I'll try.
[the coming week's night terrors will make that a hell of a lot more difficult, but she'll try.]
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Date: 2017-06-19 06:17 pm (UTC)Friend and support... she wants that, she really does. Yukina's long since decided that she can't live like the rest of her people - isolated, shutting them out. She wants to trust others. She wants to be trusted by others.
...but that's the problem; whether she did it for a good reason or not, she killed. She perpetuated the ritual they're all trapped by, and she has a hard time forgiving herself for that, or even believing that she deserves to be forgiven by any of them.
But Knoll is asking, so... she tries to smile, even if it comes out looking a little sad.]
...I can't promise that I'll succeed, Knoll-san. ...but I can promise that I'll try.
[the coming week's night terrors will make that a hell of a lot more difficult, but she'll try.]